A friend messaged and said..."my bank account is negative $0.70."
I thought I was going to vomit and it wasn't even my account?
I was surprised that I was so triggered by her money struggles.
It caught my attention...
I realized I felt that way a lot...
Have you struggled with money and claiming your abundance birthright?
Before I learned how to heal trauma and remove my blocks…
I did too!
Then one day I had a big ah-ha moment that really opened things up for me.
It can be shocking to learn that our money blocks have little to do with money…
And a LOT to do with our experiences in childhood…
Even if they didn’t have anything to do with money!
This is why they are so elusive and sneaky.
Trauma and wounding is already a sneaky beast because our mind and body does not want us
to look at the pain…
Which keeps it stuck in our bodies!
It also causes us to continue to attract more painful experiences that trigger the original
wound…
To help us see where we need to focus on healing.
So…my ah-ha moment came when I realized I had that same sinking feeling in the pit of my
stomach…
Every time I received a bill, looked at my bank account or had an unexpected expense.
I thought it was normal…
I figured most people felt that way.
But it turns out is was a somatic flashback!
When I first moved out on my own at 16 years old...
And was terrified of how I would make money to survive...
THAT was what I was really afraid of!
The triggering and intense emotion I felt in my body was not normal.
It was a trauma response!
So I dug in…
What was it I truly feared?
It turns out it wasn’t the money!
It was my fear of being trapped in the pain I experienced as a child…
It was the wounded inner child telling me stories about how I might “die”...
Or so she felt.
Worse yet…I was spiritually bypassing by refusing to look at the pain…
Because I had to “keep a high vibration”!
My attempts to manifest were the very thing that was keeping me from manifesting!
My refusing to look at, sit with and release the pain was my money block!
And when I finally realized it…then I could finally release it!!!
The craziest part of all is that as a trauma healing professional…
You would have thought I could have spotted this issue on my own.
But, even professionals need the mirror of a compassionate witness.
No one is exempt!
This is why it is so crazy for us to expect ourselves to heal alone.
It is an unreasonable expectation!
So…if you struggle with money blocks...
If you have searched for the reason why money seems difficult and still have not been able to
find the reason why...
If you have tried every meditation, affirmation and spiritual trick in the book…
And you still struggle with money...
It's time to give somatic healing a try.
Trauma Spotting Through Source Tapping changed my life!
...MORE THAN ENOUGH MASTERMIND - TODAY!
SENDING LOVE,
Rebecca Dawn, VIBE Mentor!